So I find myself unable to write anything.. and I think its because of Friday night. His Ex came to AVL for a party.. our usual friday night thing that we do.. and it was my idea and all, but he had a bad night at work cuz they pulled him from his dept...and didn't really want to come with us at first..

But long story short, he ended up outside talking to her, and then in the Living Room playing Rockband with her, while I cried to Mel in her room, and then sat with Brandon and Mel in the Den and watched bad TV..We talked once we got back home, but.. I keep wondering when I'm finally going to actually start getting over all of the issues that I'm having with her.. Cuz I truly like her, and I hope we can be friends..

Ughh.